Ciao

Did you know?

The word "ciao" is from Italian origin. Rofl. Guess you knew that.

But if you hadn't visit Italy, you might not know that "ciao" has 2 meanings.

One is bye bye, or goodbye, the term we normally use.

Another is hello, but over here, we use words like "hey", "yo", "hihi", "hi", "hello", "top of the morning to ya", and bla bla bla.

I don't know why I'm posting this. Gosh, I've really got nothing better to do, and I haven't studied yet. @_@


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Ribena and Banana

It's 12.30a.m. now. Yes, that late.

I'm not going to school today I think. Ish, what's wrong with me?

It seems like holiday now. All I do is wake up late, watch tv, DotA, watch tv, update my blog and then sleep.

Has been like this for the last what, 8days?

Hmmm, my trials are tomorrow. Omg, tomorrow !

I'm so dead. Haven't opened a page on any of my books. Sigh. I'm doomed.

Why am I so obstinate? Why am I such an imbecile? Why am I such a lazy bugger?

Sometimes I wonder do I deserve the things in life that I have or used to have. But I can never be sure about that.

I am just like a vagabond whom knows nothing about this obscure world.

Sighs. Hope I can do well in my trials. Despite help from the alloy, I'm like only 10% prepared right now.


Have you ever tried drinking Ribena and eating a banana?

Well, let me tell you. It's damn filling. Yes, DAMN filling. >=(




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The Reason

I should be studying right now, or should I say, I should have started studying by now.

But I haven't. Tsk tsk.

Something is wrong with me. Yet, I don't know the reason.

Oh gosh, what is wrong?



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Kids These Days

Okay, if you click on the picture, it'll enlarge.

Kids these days. Taking up unhealthy habits of life. Tsk Tsk.

What a sad life.

Oh yeah, the name has been censored as a level of discrepancy and transparency must be maintained and upheld.

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Intricacy

Life is such an intricate thing, isn't it?

Well, here are some of its complications. See whether you can figure them out. If you do know, do let me know, because I certainly for one am unable to comprehend the following questions due to my inadequate and destitute knowledge.


Why do dogs chase cats and cats chase mice? In this scenario, does any animal chase dogs?

Why do we have 10 fingers and not more or less than that?

Why do people create doors which can be pulled or pushed when the sign only says "Push"/"Pull"?

Can ants ever be extinct one day?

Why are painters/artists nowadays not earning the same recognition as those in the olden days?

Why is it so interesting to gossip about celebrities? Aren't they normal people too? Do people really have CWS ( Celebrity Worship Syndrome ) ?

Why are potato chips canned straight up and not flat down across?

Why do we have fingernails?

Why are houses made like boxes instead of spheres or triangles?

Why do most boys like game toys while most girls like cooking and barbie dolls?

Why don't human have tails?

Does magic really do exist?

Are we born stupid or are we all the same?

Why are olden proverbs turned into books and proverbs you and I create are never going to be used by everyone else?

Why are Shakespear's poems so fascinating and mine are not?

Why are guys the ones who have to send flowers to girls and not vice versa?

Why are guys the ones who pay for dinner and girls don't?

Why are colours more interesting than black and white?

Why do we sleep lying down and not standing like a vampire in coffins?

Why do we have eyebrows?



Alright, that's all for this. I'll post more in the next post or something if I can think of any more.


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Magical Feet

Oh, finally ! Yes, FINALLY !

I've reached 100 goals in futsal ! =)

I had to wait 2 months as I couldn't find time to be on court to achieve this milestone.

But when I did set foot on court today, all Hell broke loose.

I scored 6goals, again, the most. =D

And yeah, I reached my 100th goal today. So, as it stands, it's 100 goals in 13 games. =)

Somehow I played extremely well today doing quite a number of fancy Ronaldo skills and of course it turned out well. But then my finishing was a quite poor and slacking today, well maybe that's because of the 2 months off the court.

But still topping the scoring sheets just goes to show that I still have my touch. Muahaha. =D

100 goals in 13 games man. It wasn't easy, certainly, but it was worth all the runs, the tackles, the slides and of course the shots that I took.

Too bad my camera is currently encountering problems and had to be sent to the Sony factory. Damn man, RM1600 are in their hands. Oh yea, too bad it had to be sent there.

If not I'll be able to upload a video of me juggling a volleyball, and jeng jeng jeng jeng, I reached 128 juggles. =D

Okay, that's all for this post. A milestone of greatness wouldn't be perfect without a quote, wouldn't it?


"A great man doesn't let an imbecile bring him down, but instead, he uses that imbecile to pick himself up".


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Forever and Eternity

My obstinate self just wouldn't let me think of any other name but to put this title for this post despite my brain conjuring several other titles for this post.

But FnE, could represent so many abbreviations. Feedback and Enquiry, Free and Easy, but it could also represent Forever and Eternity.

Oh, the ever sweet fragrance and scent of you passing by, just makes my heart want to adhere itself to you.

At times, your sly and cunning personality makes me wonder are you going to stick around for long or you're just gonna be gone like as quick as a nimble.

My bashful personality though begs to differ from what you may observe about my rowdiness and intricate outside. Yes, I am narcissistic and I am very conceited about myself at times, but I too have come to appreciate and admire your amiable, beautiful and eminent looks.

The agony you present to me at times was apathetic but I could not deny the fact that I myself couldn't find it in me to let you know what my heart was feeling.

Yes, I really felt that I wasn't adequate enough to adhere myself to you and it would have been rather absurd of me to do so.

I couldn't stop but loathe you, but yet, I loved you at the same time. But what I couldn't comprehend was what was going to happen if you too felt the same way. It certainly would appease me but the feeling would have been rather obscure and cold.

My inquistive and surreptitious personality made it even more hurting for me to know that you couldn't be bothered of my existence and that what I meant to you was nothing more than an insolent, negligent, obstinate, and absurd person in your life.

I knew it was difficult for me to alter the way things were made to be, but that did not hinder me nor did it halt me in my path to vanquish this concealed feeling I had for you.

I had adjourned many of my times to let you know what you mean to me, though I needed your abet, you often give me an alms which made my day much more vivid and clear than it was before. Be it in words, or just by heart, all my ambiguous feelings were gone and my feebleness was turned into robustness.

The tranquility that you bring to me, the ever so immaculate and shining incandescence that you have given to me, was the remedy that cured my ailment.

How I'd wish I could feel the same way as I did towards you before, but I couldn't. For we have moved on, the hoax and deceptions among each other, could now be indolent as we both are indolent as well.

I was never hastily in making decisions in my life, but this was something rather different and apparently, something rather unique in its own way. Thus, it wasn't in my powers to alter things as they are, but it was only in my powers and my will to just let things be as how they are made and meant to be in life.

My destitute and shallow and at times negligent knowings of love may seem to surprise you, but the fact is, I have always been that feeble in this aspect of life.

You were eminent in whatever you do and to me, you just seemed perfect and someone whom I could see myself to be with and never abdicate in the future.

But somehow, a part of me just tells me that despite your amiable and appealing appearance, it would be my misfortune and my calamity if I had chosen to be with you. For I would never know what lays ahead in this obscure and dark path.

For you are someone whom is still foreign and a mystery to me. For you are someone who can appease my heart, but at the same time shatter it into a million pieces.


"If a girl makes you suffer before you're even with her, then she's most probably not the one for you".


A quote which resembles quite a significant meaning which buries itself deep inside the grave of my heart. I'm no more than a sheer imbecile to you, a someone who you just use to appease your needs and throw away when you find that someone unneeded for.

I would have given you the world and so much more, if only I knew what you felt for me was nothing but pure and genuine love and affection without conditions, or should I say, unconditional love.

But too bad this fog of your conceited and self-imposed figure of yours has blinded me from my paths and from the vivid sky light which seized to exist at that time.

It brought me to a different path though, one less intricate and much more comprehended that the path that you forked out for me.

Yes, I'm an obstinate and absurd person in following this second path, but by all means, for choosing it will set me apart from you, then it's a path that I might come to love in the future.

But certainly, it's a lot better than being in a path I loathed for the longest time, and yet, you never knew. The only thing that could conjure in your mind when I was in that path was just nothing but sheer ridicule and an ignorant fool waiting to be disposed of.

I have...I have...Moved on.

I'm sorry for the late update for the day. Who am I talking about in that above post?

Well, actually, there's only one person who knows. Not sure if he's reading, but I'm sure he will be later on. If you are reading, you'll know who you are, and thanks for telling me to start this apathetic and ignorant war.

For it has ended now, and despite the indecisive triumph, I would gather what's left and build it up from there.


"I can't hate you anymore".



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Lost

I'm feeling lost right now. I don't know what to do.

My trials are next week. Yes, next week !

And my mentality is like "I've still got time".

I mean like 2years of studies to be cramped up into some what, 5days of revision? Possible?

Doubt it too. Sigh, what is wrong with me?

I don't feel worried. Yet, I don't know why. Who am I? How could I have come to this?

Sighs, it seems like yesterday when there were still 28days till trials and I was like so semangat-ed that I packed all my stuff in my room.

Now, it's a mess again. My heart is lost, my mind is lost.


" I built it up to watch it fall, like it meant nothing at all... "


Am I wrong to feel this way? If so, what should I feel?

Can someone tell me?

Ish, I'm suffering at the same time but I haven't started studying yet. What is wrong?

Guess I have been to caught up with my feelings maybe, but I myself am not sure.

And yeah, "sorry" for whining about this, and all my previous stuff. I know some of you would be thinking that I should be thankful for all that's happened for not many people has gone through what I did, but heck, I don't care.

It's my feelings, so if I whine, and you don't like it, don't listen to it then.

Alrite, guess that's about it.


"Tell me if it's worth saving me".

Pictures of My Heart

Pokemon ?

Okay, so I was lazing around in my room then suddenly I decided to just check out a few stuff around.

Guess what I found? =D

My old Pokemon cards. Rofl, yeah, it's worth quite a small fortune and certainly something I can include under a list of my mini-achievements. Hehe.

Here are some of the cards I got, they're picked at random though. Hmm.




Ho-oh. 3 attacks man. Woots.


Shining Gyarados. One in some 10,000 booster packs? XD



Birthday Pikachu !



Evolution #1 , Charmander



Evolution #2, Dark Charmeleon



Evolution #3, Dark Charizard



Evolution #1, Giovanni's Nidoran (F)




Evolution #2, Giovanni's Nidorina



Evolution #3, Giovanni's Nidoqueen



Mew <3
Articuno



Zapdos



Moltres



Ancient Mew ! Got like 10 of these...Muahaha..



Mew spam...



Eevee spam...



Dark Gyarados spam...



NeO version cards...


Here they are...







Well, that's all for this post. Weird, damn random post this is. Haha, alrite. Ciaoz.


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