Ken



Stwinkly/Starry the unicorn has been staying with me since the weekends.

She has been sesamized according to the girlfriend. Haha. =D

We shall see how sesamized she becomes in the next post then. Yay.

The girlfriend has been thinking a lot of rubbish, I find it funny in some way. Ridiculously funny actually. So yeah, don't think so much rubbish laaaaa. Piggle². =P

Ken


Tagged by Lynnett.

1. Six people to tag.

• Baby<3 (must do ah, lazy pig =P )
  
• Chee Kian
• Li Jia
• Jun Lin
• Mao
• Zhi Wei

2. Six things I'm passionate about.

• Spending time with the people I love.
• Doing things that appeal to me in a good manner.
  
• Sleeping, haha.
• Getting into trouble. Well, most of the time.
• Writing, but it seems rather dead now.
• Going on trips.

3. Six things I say too often.

• Onion
• Pig
• Bat
• Piggle / Pigil², well just the ²
• Baby!
• Darling <3

4. Six books I've read recently.

• Nicholas Sparks - The Wedding, stuck for like 3weeks now at chapter ten.
• Vincent & Friends
• How to be a Vincent?
• Vincent-the Boy Behind the Glasses
• Vincent, for Dummies
• What's your name? Bean, Vincent Bean.

5. Six songs I can listen to again and again.

• Shape of My Heart - Backstreet Boys (almost all of their songs actually)
• Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
• Superman - Five for Fighting
• Cry - Mandy Moore
• Complicated Heart - Michael Learns to Rock (yet again, almost all of their songs I could listen too)
• Drops of Jupiter - Train

p.s. : Six songs is too little to list down! Grrr.


6. Six things I learnt in the past year.

• Years of trust can be easily broken down but extremely hard to build up.
• People tend to change, unpredictably. But then, it's always better to accept these changes rather than take them as something random and look at it in a negative perspective. There's always two sides to things, just like how there are two sides on a coin. (:
• I need people more than people need me, especially the people close to me. But then, the latter seems to always be perceived in the minds of everyone. Oh well, gotta live with it.
• No one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice.
• Not everyone can be trusted, not everyone can be given that responsibility, not everyone has that common understanding as you do, not everyone can be relied on, not everyone shares that same conception as you do, not everyone wants to stay inside your circle, and lastly, not everyone wants to be a someone in your life. (:

I spent about 30mins doing this tag. Pfft. Longest I've ever spent. Oh wells. Time to do some homework, or at least try to do I guess. Toodles. =D

Ken

The girlfriend may be right to think that I've been thinking a lot of rubbish lately. I do not know why myself.

The thought just enters the mind ever so often, and yeah, leaves me in a river of mixed up perceptions of what may happen or what has already happened or what is happening.

I'm like covered deep inside a foliage of leaves. I need a way out. I need to see the sunlight. Yet again, salvation.

The girlfriend needs to stop drinking orange juice. It's been nothing but rubbish thinking everytime she gets her hands on it. Haha. =D

I've got the tendency to talk myself in bed these days. Weird. Yes.

We went to the library today. Seems like there are more people that seemed to be hardworking after all. No matter though, they don't have what I have.

The gift, and the joy that love brings. <3

Ken

It feels like a Friday, but it wouldn't be, until Friday has come. Presentation, presentation, no better time for it to come.

If I was someone else, and staring at me, I think I wouldn't recognize who that person is. Yes, that's how well I picture myself. I have not been sleeping well lately, and I guess that is the reason for the many unnecessary thoughts in my mind each day.

I've been dozing off in class more often than not this week, and that isn't a good sign. If I continue this way, I'm seriously gonna underachieve again for trials, and that would definitely screw up my whole course.

I can't comprehend where I am at, this very moment. Neither could I comprehend and digest everything that has happened and about to happen to me. The future bears a thought that seems embedded in my head for several days now. Not really an imperative influence it has on me for now, so let's hope it stays that way.

I have been neglecting my homework again, which yet again, isn't a good thing. I seriously need something to take this absurd course and all that it offers away from me for a moment. At least until the moment I pick myself back up I guess. Pfft.

My weekends seem relatively busy, but as always when the time comes, nothing ever seems to happen. Typical, ain't it not? Oh well, we'll have to wait and see I guess.

Time can't help me, at least not now. Instead, time is proving to be my worst nightmare. Salvation, possibly. But yeah, what's salvation when you're going from a quicksand to a whirlpool?

Meh, I guess I just have to live with everything. Let's just hope I don't screw up my life, again.

Ken

Things are never what they seem to be. Hmm, neither are they what you expect them to be.

Anyways, I have the tendency to draw in whirlpools whenever I'm at sea. The more you struggle to get out, the deeper you sink in. Ironic, isn't it? Yeah, it's hard. But at the end of it, I believe it is all worthwhile.

My Internet is running rather slow. I've no idea why.

I have started my routine of laziness again. Sleep, college, sleep, dinner, sleep. This is not good.

I've been sort of a disappointment lately, as to everyone, especially to my baby I guess. And I'm sorry for that. I'll try to be better, for the better.

Everyone seems to have realized that SAM is no play time, just like how it was two months before SPM where we had all this seminars. Yet, I'm still the same, just like back then, waiting for each passing day to go by and the moment where it is exactly 24 hours before the exams.

I hope I don't have to go through it again. My heart can't take it, not another time. Not now, not ever. But I guess I can't stop it, for I have no say in it. Time will tell. I want to be able to sleep well again.

My mind is confused as to whether what I'm thinking about is okay or not. But I always seem to think the latter would seem to be the case. Maybe I'm thinking too much, or maybe I am right.

Ken

If Holland's defeat to Russia already proves to be a bummer, that seems to be the least of my concerns. It's time to revert back to 2006, when Argentina got knocked out. Forza Italia *with a hush voice*. Hmm, think Spain's gonna win though. Oh well.

Today is a wasted day, besides waking up early, crashing MonRay's place (his parents are crazy people yo, us 6 crashed at his room, while 2 gals in another room, and 2 more guys in the living room, like some drunkard party, heh) and going back to bed again. It feels like a Saturday, and considering college starts again tomorrow, I seriously don't want to endure a whole day of talks that don't appeal to me at all.

I think Ronan Keating's songs' lyrics are quite meaningful, quite.

I don't have a hangover coz' I didn't drink yesterday, but it feels like I have one. I can't focus on even reading articles, and I feel stoned. Okay, maybe I stone all most of the time, but yeah.

I'm worried over things I don't have to, ignorance is bliss some people say, we'll have to see about that. I realize I don't know a lot about the people around me till yesterday. Seems like everything is different now, everyone. Ignore or ignore. My mind tells me the latter would do just fine, but we'll have to see I guess.

Ken

My blog is dying.

That ain't too good, no?

Ken

It seems like longer than two months, indeed it does. But yeah, happy two months baby! ;D

I don't know why, but I have a habit of screwing up in a lot of things. Pfft.

This happens to be one of them. I can't seem to find it, no matter where I've searched, and searched again, and again, and again. Sighs.

Horoscopes are pretty amiable at times, but sometimes they bring you back to reality, or so they seem to do so. Only if you believe in them that is.

I'm really really sorry darling. :/

Ken

I blew my mid-terms, or so my mum says I have. A new lief maybe? Don't think so.

There's more to life than a piece of paper. There's more to the world when you open up your eyes.

I shall be gone now.

Ken

"And nothing's greater than the race that comes with your embrace,

And in this world of loneliness I see your face".