Tags

Okay, just to fill in the void that I left for the couple of days.


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Tagged by Hui Yat.

Four Jobs I've Had In My Life :
1. Emo boyfriend
2. Selfish prick
3. Unconcerned bout' studies type of student
4. Being myself



Four Places I Have Lived :
1. My current house, Mutiara (opposite Leisure Mall )
2. My cousin's house ( right behind my current house )
3. My ex's apartment
4. School



Four Places I Have Been On Vacation :
1. Madrid, Spain
2. Rome, Italy
3. London, UK
4. Hong Kong



Four Of My Favourite Food :
1. Ice-cream !
2. Chocolates
3. Potato chips
4. Spaghetti !

* Yea, I know, I love eating unhealthy food, so what? Blueks =P



Four Places I Would Rather Be Right Now :
1. On my bed
2. Lying on the sand at the beach
3. In the futsal court
4. In your arms T_T



Finally, the Fantastic Four Friends for Tagging :
1. Anyone
2. who
3. is
4. interested...


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Tagged by Ming Wai.


Rules:
* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged are to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.




Fact#1 : I hate to be judged by people


Guess the fact itself explains everything doesn't it?

Like how someone judges you based on what other people comments about you rather than knowing you in person. Well, I don't care, better leave it that way. Coz' maybe you're not meant to know me, or come to know anything about me due to your ignorance and obliviousness.





Fact#2: I am a narcissist in disguise


Yes, I am. I can't stop staring at myself whenever a mirror pops up in front of me.

As in seriously. I'll be like every 5-6 seconds take a look at myself, check out my different looks from different angles...Bla bla bla, you get the point.






Fact#3: I'm a rather pathetic and apathetic person


Yes, pathetic and apathetic as well.

I for one am leading a life which is kinda sad, coz' it revolves mainly around my ex last time. And now that she's moved to London, well you get the picture. I'm lost and very very socially disturbed at the moment.

Emotionally as well. And for the apathetic part, those of you in school should know.







Fact#4: I honestly dislike copy-ers


Well, I for one, know that many people copy me, and stuff like that, like the stuff I say and all. But I tend to just let it be, as well as how I accessorize myself.

But ish, I tell you, I honestly deep down rather would prefer if you didn't do so. It just frigging' takes away my personality and it frigging means you don't have one yourself.

But hey, if you are like that, I can't change you. If you love to leech stuff from people, I can't change you. All I can be is me, and hopefully I will be able to find nicer people out there.

My uniqueness also always kena taken away wan. Sigh.

Form 2, started wearing wallet straps to school, Quiksilver ones.
Days later, people started wearing them too. Ish.

Form 2, started wearing collar pins, those SJI ones and others.
Weeks later, people started wearing them too, yes, they wore weird ones some more. Ish.

Form 3, started wearing wristbands to school, yes, it started with the Force of Nature wristband.
Weeks later, woah, damn many people also wear. Everyone started like this Nike glitch la, then all wear colourful la. Wtf. Ish.

Form 4, bought this orange Crumpler bag for like RM350. Brought it to school for a couple of days. Then, it was holiday.
Came back to school, Jason Tan was wearing the same bag and I was like WTF!!!!!!

Form 4, bought this black Nike bag to set myself apart again.
Months later, 3-4 people in the school were having the same bag. Ish I tell you.

Oh yeah, forgot to mention, form 1, started gelling my hair and spiking it a lil when everyone was still either center-parting or side-parting theirs. Then when form 2, woah, all also gel their hair. Chi sin man the number of people who did it. Don't wanna mention here la, but nvm, I accept that, coz' maybe you guys do look better with your hairs gelled.

Form 5, started listening to my iPods in class and in school.
Weeks later, everyone also bring and then listen in class, though some kena tangkap, all also followed the same style, put in the shirt. Ish.

Now, I'm wearing a white Quiksilver belt to school. Yes, WHITE ! So what, bite me.
Wonder what's gonna happen next.






Fact#5: I tend to either sleep damn early or damn late


I've tried not sleeping before for 3days! Woo...

Anyways, erm, I tend to either sleep damn early, like 11+ or at times at 3+.

Form 2 was sick though, everyday 4+ wan. Hehe.

And yeah, holidays. Sleep at 5, wake up at 2.





Fact#6: I have nails which are 0.7cm long now


Yes, no joke. 0.7cm the longest, others average about 0.5-0.6cm.

Though one of my thumb is only 0.1cm, due to the fact that I chipped it some time back. Ish, it was damn pain okay T_T





Fact#7: I'm a hard person to like, but an easy person to hate


Yeah, you got that right, I'm either gonna be a darn good friend of yours, or I'm gonna be that one person that you would hate for the rest of your life.

No other ways about it. Coz' if you don't fit in the above, then sorry to say that you don't know me well enough. =/

Sighs. Nvm, but I tend to be an easier person to dislike rather than to like. Yeah, at times I've got some shy personality about me and at times I just can't find the right catch phrases to say.

But heck, I don't care, I've got someone who understands me ever so well. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Fact#8: I'm best used as a pillar and nothing more


Well, I know stuff that quite a lot of people don't know. Yes, quite a lot. Not to be revealed here of course, coz' I'm the pillar of silence.

At times I surprise people with my knowledge on certain situations about life and people around, but I've just been keeping quiet the whole time. Yes, I notice a lot of stuff, and know a lot of stuff. Especially whenever someone just looks me in the eye, and tells me something. I can tell whether it is a god damn lie or some kind of cover-up. *coughs* Like today...*coughs*

It's just that I keep them to myself, used to talk about it with my ex, but now it doesn't seem like I can tell anyone. Everyone's just so judgemental, and they can never keep secrets like I do. The urge to just tell someone about what I know? Well, I know my limits. Heck, I'm the pillar, if I can't do it, who can?

People talk to me, many have, bout' their problems, bout' issues, bout' relationships, bout' life. I try to be there, as I am the *coughs* pillar *coughs* for you to lean on for the moment. Coz' when all that of your life is over, you move on from it, and as you move on, you not only put your past behind it, you leave the pillar there too. But nvm, I'm a pillar, a lifeless abstract object which signifies nothing more than just something to lean on. Yeah, those talks we had, as in me and you people, I've never once told anyone about 'em. As in the content of the talk, coz' I know that no matter what I do, I'm always gonna be a pillar. But even if I am forever a pillar, let me be one that I can be proud of. And not some pillar who blows away everyone's stuff.

It doesn't matter if you don't remember them, but I for one, will keep them in my heart. =) Coz' the pillar is something where things go in, and never go out. And where you lean on and then move on with life. I know things many don't, I've shared things many don't have, I've kept things that many don't know, but I'll always be that one person, that one person whom you will seek just for the sake of leaning on.

Baybe, I miss you honestly. Coz' you're my companion, the pillar to my pillar as how I am to you. Sighs. Didn't know doing tags can be so emo. =/

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