Saturday, June 14, 2008

Ken

My cousin and I talked about some stuff last night, and yeah, it was interesting to think about how boys and girls are brought up these few days. The differences, and yeah, the expectations and trying to provide what's best and all. Knowing what I've gone through before, as well as what he and his girlfriend has gone through, it's like de ja vu all over again. But yeah, that's life I guess. And I'm really sorry to my girlfriend for making her feel guilty and all, and I'm pretty sure she's pretty tired of me saying that and talking to her about it.

Sometimes I just do not know what to do with my life, and now seems to be the case more than ever. A knife or a rope might help end this misery, but I guess, it is not for me to decide whether I should put myself to eternal slumber. There is always a possibility of doing the right thing, but chances are, you have to gamble a little and take some risks. I just watched Elizabethtown, the reason for this paragraph I guess.

I hope I'm sailing in the right direction, for if I am not, I guess I'd possibly wind up in the middle of the ocean again. Holland just beat France 4-1. Some comfort at least, in satisfaction, but only for the moment.

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