Ken

I just realized that my November blog posts had 43 posts, which adds up to be the most posts in a single month I ever blogged.

Wanna know something else, November was SPM month. Why the heck did I spend so much time in front of this screen? Gah. I must be retarded, or so I've heard. Bite me. Rawr~

Ken

When I'm all alone with the stars above, you are the one I love. <3

Ken

Okay, this post will be a post dedicated to Lucas Whitey Mao Gugumon MaoRay MunRay Abalone Hooi Kah Mun. Lawl. ( Be grateful ! ) Hope you guys and gals will read on.




Lucas is a... Oh wait, wrong picture.



Lucas is a very very very very very very very unfriendly person as he tends go up to you and make you laugh like you never laughed before. He can even make you laugh and roll on the road in the middle of the night. ( thankfully there's no cars, pfft ) He always smiles, just like his picture above ( ignore the cat at the back, that's Man Mon Porn Min Ray ) and then he'll start lame-ing with you like there's no tomorrow.


Mao also sleeps with his friend, the Yellow Kitty [inset] at night. (LOL)
Okay, so Mao actually doesn't mean cat. It has it's other meanings as to why Lucas is called Mao.
Anyways, Mao drives a SLK. Yesh, that's right. SLK people ! No joke. His Small Little Kelissa is good enough to scare anyone on the road as he drives at a blistering speed of 60km/h ! ( just joking, that's NT )



This is Mao's favourite emoticon [click on picture to enlarge]. It is weird, seriously weird, but then again, Mao has a funny taste of onion heads, or so he calls them onion heads.



Mao has taught me many things, and throughout the time I've known him. He taught me to be lame. Yes, L-A-M-E. Being the nice person that he is, he even helped me level up my lame level. I don't know whether I'm level 2 or 3 now, but then Mao's lame level is beyond anyone else's in this world. As in seriously. He can easily lame-ify you and then make you lame in just 5 secs, oh wait, make that 3. And yes, in case you're wondering, that IS a flower on my ear. All thanks to Mao.




Mao also taught me the art of faking. Yesh, faking has an art. Intriguing isn't it? Wanna know more about it? Contact Mao at 1800-11-I-am-a-faker. As in the picture above, I was faking my moral project as to cleaning up my room. Pfft, see how great his faking lessons are. Looks like I'm actually doing some house chores. Jaja.



But then one day Mao became emo [inset]. Hardly anyone knows why. And thus, he decided to abdicate from his responsibility as MunRay.



Being the nice and grateful person that I am, I held a ceremony as to commemorate Mao's passing. A-men. [click on picture to enlarge]



So now Mao is rather obsessed with Pon & Zi at the moment. He is touched by their funny yet loving gestures of innocence. ( I have no idea which is Pon or Zi, bah ) Yesh, but then, their gestures and snapshots are rather beautiful in certain ways at times. =D



Last but not least, the man that made me laugh till I could not laugh no more, Mao, thanks for KFC. Lolz. Buddy Meal ftw !



=======The End=========

Ken

Happy Tree Friends is the love. <3

Weee...

Ken

Blame Starcraft for the happenings in the post below. Pfft.

Zerg ftw !

Ken

I haven't even opened my e-mail web page for the last 2weeks. 671 unread mails. Sighs.

And I woke up late to find out there's no transport to go out today. No car some more ! T_T
The consequences of sleeping at 5am. Sighs.

I'm such a lazy person.

I'm haunted by the shadows of my past, present and dreams.

Why is everything this way?

Ken

Sometimes you know how you fear dreams becomes reality.

Sighs. Well, this is one of those moments.

Ken

It was a cool breezy night, or should I say dusk. The setting was the park, in which would never seem so real, so well-maintained in Malaysia. We were sitting on a bench, consumed by the darkness that was surrounding the scene. We were sitting with a someone which I thought should be an unknown, but yet, seemed all so familiar.

I didn't know much about him, and I couldn't bother. You were there, and that's all that matters. Your presence captivated me, and thus, I felt such warmth and love. I dozed off, yes, funny as that may sound. The silence of the night, the darkness which engulfed the park, the hush of the wind made the scene seem every bit perfect.

But when I woke up, it was merely a reflection of what seemed to be a distorted night. It was 4am as I looked, you were not beside me, neither was he. I was puzzled, confused, lost, I was overwhelmed by the thought that you went off without even telling me.

I was a lost sparrow, seeking its path to return to its nest. But I guess, it was never to be found. I tried my best to look around, but the eerie and unfriendly silence of the park pushed me to leave it and head to the streets in search of you. It was approaching dawn, I tried to recall where we were supposed to go, I did not know why I didn't use my cell, but it didn't matter.

I asked an old folk nearby the streets, she was homeless, jobless, a bit over the age of 70, but no matter, she told me about where you headed, with him. I was a lil' distorted, yet confused, but I went up to the hotel and with some luck, I found my way to you.

I looked on in quite disbelief as you seemed to adhere yourself to him, with several more people in the background which went unnoticed in my thoughts. I asked you to why you left me there, and sadly, there wasn't much explanation needed. A little sigh is all I could have mustered, and all you said was that you were forced to.

I then came to the decision that I had enough, that this was the final straw. I could not tolerate any more of this inconsolable nonsense. I had nothing left to say, and all I could do was to leave with every bit of pride left in me. As to the thought of you chasing after me to seize me in my footsteps, you tried, but only till he called back your name.

As from that point, I realized, what we shared was merely a deceitful feeling which has fooled me into believing that I truly knew you well enough, and guess I was more than wrong into believing in that. I left the hotel, in search of a way back.

The vivid sky made its way and covered the what used to be a dark gloomy night sky. I tried to get a cab, but was to no avail. And that's when my phone rang, and a friend asked me about college assignments, and that's when I.. I woke up from my sleep and embraced reality.

Ken

Did you wonder where the story ends, or how it all began?

Did you ever dream you were the movie star, with popcorn in your hand?

Do you ever think you're someone else inside, where no one understands you?

And wanna disappear inside a dream but never wanna wake up?

I do.

Quoted from The Corrs - Would You Be Happier btw.



Sometimes you know, you have this feeling where you wanna let everything out, but there's never that right moment to do so. Yeah, this is one of those moments.

Ken

It's been a week since I posted something up.

So I'll just put this post here to let you all know that I'm still alive. =D

Ken

Jujumon. Lawl. <3

Ken

I can't help but think that my life is the least bit from perfect. I find that there are so many things I have yet to find in life. With that said, I believe it is time to be more of a seeker, instead of a vagabond.

I wonder, there are so many types of people I'm forced to tolerate till now, with questions and inquiries of "How can you stand a person like that?" slapping me in the face countless times. I myself wonder how, and why am I such a patient person to have to withstand all kinds of nonsensical behavior as well as acts of indiscretion. Sighs.

I wonder how much more of things I can take at times, but yet, I'm like a fool to have keep going on and keep doing the things I do. I hate myself sometimes for being able to be that patient towards everyone else. Pfft.

Ken

1- The number of times needed to pass my driving test.

2- The number of sections I needed to pass today, in which I did.

3- The number of months needed to complete my driving since the practical.

4- The number of people from the instructor's teachings that took the test including me.

5- The number of minutes I took to finish the 2nd part of my test.

6- The number of hours spent at the driving test place.

7- The code number I got for the test.



And yes, no white code for me, and good riddens IMKEDA.

Ken

The girlfriend is starting work soon. The boyfriend is busy with college far far away. The baby is lying unattended till night time.

What's next?

Ken

Sometimes life just gets to you and then you ponder upon certain stuff that happens around you.

You know how girls, when they see each other, they hug each other followed by kisses on the cheeks then they'll go like smiling and laughing coz' it's been a while since they've seen each other? Okay, I don't know why I'm not using full stops, but that's not the point.

And yeah, when they see guys, either they'll hit you, or they'll go yelling your name before hitting you. Don't ask me why I'm posting this. It just came across my mind.

I'd better rest now. I'm tired.

Ken

I find the simple things in life very soothing and therapeutic.

The smallest of details and the minor actions or the most delicate of touches and words can easily move me.

Yes, I'm in love with the simplicities of life. Heck, I don't just love it, I can't live on without it.

I just wish sometimes people could be more tedious with what they say or do, coz' sometimes the tiniest of all things can make the greatest of differences.

Ken

Everyone says I'm not eating enough. And that I'm thin.

Hmm, I wonder, am I really that thin? Or do I seldom eat whenever I go out? Gah.

I feel fat, seriously. Cheese sausages are amazingly delicious. <3

Ken

" Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn from school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything ". - Muhammad Ali

Ken

Where is the moment we needed the most,
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost,
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey,
You tell me your passion's gone away,
And I don't need no carrying on...

Ken

Okay, New Year's Eve wasn't what I expected, as in seriously. On the day itself I was thinking, go Bangsar, then KLCC, watch fireworks, then spend the night at a hotel. Turns out, it was practically anything but that.

First went to enroll for college, and yes, I'm taking SAM at Taylor's. Dang, orientation's this Thurs. T_T

No more stone life anymore. Nuuu...

Anyways, after that met with baybe at Bangsar Putra station and we took a cab to Amber's place where we arrived 3hours early. Lol. >=D

We went to makan first, before resting while playing cards and about 6pm we left to go to Alysa's place to meet up with everyone else. It was supposed to be a 7pm outing but *coughs* knowing everyone else *coughs*, we left the house at about like say 9pm?

Me, Sheng and Mark went to pick up the pizzas and headed over to Legend Hotel where we spent the night. Before 12, everyone was like 'duuuhhhhh', damn dull like that watching Serenity while Sheng, Alysa, Daniel and a few more were basically kicking things off at the dance floor in the next room.

And yeah, I met Marvin there, coincidental much. Anyways, Sheng brought a book called "Drinks", and seriously wtf man I tell you. They went to the kitchen, mix all the damn alcohol, and then started serving them to people at random. So damn wtf wei. There was like this vanilla coke vodka, then what wine cum vodka thingy. Omg man. @_____@"

Yeah, I drank about 5-6 glasses of those stuff and a can of beer. Baybe and Amber bought 12, but we only drank 3. Okay, we're pretty terrible beer drinkers, but hell, when you consumed that alcohol shit they served, you would know why.

Then we had our own countdown in the room ( but I think we were 1minute late, coz Daniel was doing the countdown and he was like half drunk already ) and then had our own party at the small suite. Baybe and I looked out the window and we pitied those people who had to spend New Year's Celebration in their cars stuck in a traffic jam.

We danced to trance songs and yes, they served more of that alcohol shit. Damn these people I tell you. And Daniel was positively, surely, without a doubt, 110% drunk~. And we suspected he was on steroids or ecstasy pills too. He danced for like 4hours non-stop dragging people to dance with him. Even baybe and I danced for like 2hours and we were like enough of it already. He even catched a 14year old girl to dance with him in the middle of that. Wtf rite, corrupted man really.

So then we started our game of chor dai di where supposedly we wanted to play poker, but nobody knew how. And yeah, loser drinks more alcohol wtf. We had to drink vodka, and hohoho, Amber's brother, Mark was the worst. He had to drink like 5-6gulps which practically made him finish 3bottles of water.

There was one round baybe thought we would lose, so she went and drank it first, turns out we didn't lose, so she drank for nothing and shortly after vomited. =/

And yeah, Daniel was playing with us too since nobody was dancing with him no more. So we played till about 6am+ then everyone wanted to sleep. Daniel retired on the floor at first ( clear sign of him being drunk ! ), but Alysa dragged him up to the bed to sleep.

So me, baybe, Amber and Daniel slept on the bed while Mark had to sleep on the chair, lawl. But ended up at about 8am when we woke up, Amber slept at the side of the bed on the floor wtf. So almost everyone got up and went for swimming and breakfast before we checked out.

And I tell you, beer+vodka+soft drinks+alcohol mixture+water+early morning breakfast = a dead me. T_T

I was like wanting to vomit out breakfast after taking it. Clearly it wouldn't settle in with the alcohol. Sick I tell you, sick~.

And that pretty much sums up my New Year's Eve. Despite the unpredictable situations and sudden changes of plans ( where everyone was too lazy to go to KLCC ), it was one surely I will remember. =)

Ken

Okay, I know. I haven't been updating lately. Sighs, somehow I myself don't know why. Anyways, Happy New Year everyone ! May 2008 grant you whatever you want in life. Cheers. =D