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Something isn't the same anymore. Things are not how they used to be.
There isn't that sense of eminence anymore, I wonder why. One message changed everything, one sentence changed everything, one word changed everything. I no longer know of what I am in this.
With that said, I shall say no more.
Friday, November 30, 2007
Ken
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Ken
I wonder how the shark feels when remora fishes feed off it and takes shelter for free with the presence of the shark. And I wonder, how much can the shark take in this one-sided symbiosis. Pfft, can things actually work out that way? I wonder.
Metaphors are such fun, if you use them well enough. Sighs.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Ken
Post #234~ pfft, wtf lame dou.
Anyways, was just wondering. In Australia and Russia, revolution is beginning, and in Aussie, the opposition party defeated the defending party, hmm. I wonder, what happens if Malaysia turns out that way?
I mean, despite the government being unfair and all, is there any other better parties to take over?
Qwer.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Ken
It takes an estimated 37hours 19minutes and 47seconds to play all the songs in my computer. And I haven't even finished searching back for my old songs. Sighs.
At least I find it very therapeutic to listen to songs again. Feels as though it's the first time I heard them. Aaahhh, the love. <3
I likes. =D
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Monday, November 19, 2007
Ken
5 reasons why life is good...
1// Life is good because you have a loving and caring girlfriend to share it with. <3
2// Life is good because all your friends are sick people who make you even more sick than them.
3// Life is good because there is 6days to freedom. Technically, I'm already free as I online everyday and DotA everyday. Pfft.
4// Life is good because whatever you seem to do seems to go for you at the moment. =D
5// Life is good because YOU'RE ONLY 17 ! WOOTS.
I am seriously damn lame. Pfft.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Ken
My nose detected that ever so familiar fragrance, my ears heard that ever so familiar voice, I thought it was you and I tilted my head up and glanced from left to right, only to realize it was just another day-dream. There I was, in the middle of the park, laying on the freshly painted park bench, in which it seemed so smooth and comforting. I tilted my head back down, and the river of emotions and the tide of memories rushed through my head and I yet again, sat back and licked my wounds.
It was exactly five hours since you left me, leaving me here, all alone, so feeble and vulnerable. I could feel the push of the wind when people walk by, the vibration of the tree trunk where the woodpecker would stroke it with its beak. I felt helpless, as though the only thread that I was clinging onto, just snapped and left me falling into a bottomless pit. I needed comfort, I needed company, I needed love, but most of all, I needed you. I could not contemplate your departure, neither could I comprehend the reason for it. But I guess I was acting absurd myself, for I let you go without uttering a single word to hinder you from leaving the car.
I know now that if it wasn't for what has happened, I might not have known how much my heart can take. The invulnerability that you have endowed and showered me with for these couple of years, totally captivated me and made me love you that little bit more every single day. Your presence was amiable, it was imperative, it was robust, I could even feel you at the very beat of my heart, and then that's when you surreptitiously struck an arrow right through it. I felt hurt, I felt upset, I felt sad, and I felt betrayed. I guess betrayal is something common to an uncommon and conceited person like yourself, but that uncommonness is what made me wanted to explore you even more, to know you even better, to love you and see what might happen next.
I guess I dare say now that I have loved and lost, but it's indubitably far much better to do so than to never have loved at all. A foliage of leaves lay on the ground as I stood up, my head still tilted downwards, I walked along the pavement away from that very park bench, the park bench, where I met you...and we fell in love.
Ken
I eat cereal everyday. No, you didn't get it wrong, it's every frigging day. It started with Koko Crunch, then Honey Stars, then lately, Kellog's Frosties. Yes, with those little white sugary sprinkles on them.
I take them at night, usually before my supper. Is it wrong? Hmm, it tastes good, but today I decided to add something else with the milk. Banana slices. <3
It tastes extremely nice, seriously. Oh gawd, I'm getting lamer and lamer. Pfft.
Friday, November 16, 2007
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Ken
They say that to achieve success, one has to dream success.
Make it a vision, a goal, an effort, and most of all, a reality.
Subjects/ Target
Bahasa Melayu / 2A
Bahasa Inggeris / 1A | 1A
Sejarah / 1A
Mathematics / 1A
Additional Mathematics / 2A
Pendidikan Moral / 1A
Physics / 2A
Chemistry / 1A
Biology / 2A
English for Science and Technology / 1A
A daunting task I must say, but yeah, I know I can, and I must. Doubt me if you want to. Pfft. You can't blame a guy for dreaming right?
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Ken
I moved closer, relishing the fact of being close to you, warming your tender hands once again, I felt the warmth, the cosiness, the robust beat of my heart, I felt... love.
I tied my arms around your waist as you clinged yours around my neck. I was indolent and bashful as I stare you right in the eye in hopes that this night would never end. The still, silent and feeble gush of the wind wasn't anything but obscure to me. All I could hear was your heartbeat racing and mine totally captivated by it.
The candlelight on the table gave light to what otherwise would be a dark, gloomy and inanimate night. You adhered yourself towards me, with your lips heading towards mine...but that's when you stopped and bent down a little. I wondered whether it was me, or was it what happened between us, I did not know, I did not bother. I just wanted you close to me. Engulfed by that feeling, with a lift of a finger, I tilted your head back up and sparks flew.
That one kiss, so amiable, so lovely, so memorable, so unbelievable, but yet it seemed so wrong, yet so right. The then sudden beep of my cellphone played, and I knew it was over. What we had, what we've gone through, what we've brought up, we just let it crumble and shatter like broken glass. You repelled yourself from me, I didn't stop you. You then moved yourself closer, and that delicate smile you made me see, and with that you whispered into my ears, "I love you".
I was in awe, absolutely exhilarated yet so bewildered by your grace and elegance. You then picked up your purse and left through the door. I couldn't stop you, I knew you had to go, I knew you did not want to stay any longer, and at long last, I finally came to know, what is...
Love.
Monday, November 12, 2007
Ken
Akhirulkalam, berakhirlah pembelajaran Bahasa Melayu dalam kehidupan saya dan berakhirlah juga segala kesulitan yang dihadapi sepanjang pembelajaran Bahasa Melayu seperti bertutur dalam Bahasa Melayu serta menulis dalam Bahasa Melayu. Secara implisit, musibah yang amat mendukacitakan telahpun meninggalkan suatu impak yang amat mendalam terhadap kehidupan saya yakni SAYA TIDAK AKAN BELAJAR BAHASA MELAYU LAGI~!
Woots. =D
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Ken
Sekolah : WEB0223 - SMK ST JOHN BUKIT NANAS KUALA LUMPUR
Angka Giliran : WK020A012
Nama Calon : JUSTIN LOW KEN LEONG
Tarikh Lahir : 5/10/1990
No. K/P : 90100514****
Jantina : 1-Lelaki
Keturunan : 2-Cina
No. Kelas : 15J
Mata Pelajaran Yang Diambil :
1103- Bahasa Melayu
1119- Bahasa Inggeris
1225- Pendidikan Moral
1249- Sejarah
1449- Mathematics
3472- Additional Mathematics
4531- Physics
4541- Chemistry
4551- Biology
6355- English for Science and Technology
I realized something when I saw this. What's up with numbers yo? Islam = 1, Cina = 2. Wtf?
Stupid man really. Pfft.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Ken
Why
the
hell
is
Firefox
so
slow
aaaahhhhh
>=(
My girlfriend never heard of the classic show "The Fox and the Hound". Gawd, how can that be? T_T
The show is like such a classic, it is the love people ! <3
Sad man really. It's one of my favourite Disney shows and she doesn't even know what it is. Qwer.
Friday, November 9, 2007
Ken
I did one chapter on History and I could answer all of the questions from this book my tuition teacher gave me and I was pretty much satisfied. But the problem with me is I'm easily satisfied, and that's why I'm here. Pfft. Still have 20chapters to read up. Sighs. I'm doomed, haven't include BM wei. @______________________@"
Can die man really. It's 11.45pm btw.
Here's a quote which caught my eye the other day :
" I'm so broke that I can't even 'pay' attention ".
Lmao. =)
Ken
Damn, I was supposed to read History, but I ended up watching Fat Albert and Elizabethtown. Diu mouz ? I'm purely stoned. I can never change. Pfft.
I fucking lost my fucking kata-kata menarik for BM. Some fucker must have stolen it. Fuck shit. Aaaarrrrgggghhhhh. Fucking pissed at myself now. >=(
Ken
When you start to realize the days are closer to SPM, you still won't panic (erhem, or so you have but I haven't).
But when you realize that one of the days before SPM you said "Oh no, 17days more to SPM, that's less than 2weeks to study" and now kind to think of it, "Oh look, 17days to freedom".
Now this is when you (or should I say me) START TO PANIC !!!!
Pfft, hiatus mode, again. Bla bla bla. Pfft.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Ken
Considering that I'm not reading History at all, and that I'm particularly stoned at the moment, might as well I come here to upload some pics from the other day.
So the setting was at the LRT station (Pudu to be exact), erm, Times Square and at Sungai Wang. Me and my friends were just walking around and that's when I totally gone bonkers that day, I mean that literally. I did not know what the heck was I doing that day.
I even went and told a Malay who fell down, "M Jatuh!". Pfft. I can't be so evil and insolent next time. It made me look absurd. But oh well, not like you can do this everyday right. =D
Me, Porn Min Norn Monk Morn Mon Ray, Ho and Lai in the middle of TS's 1st floor.
A closer look at our stonified act and Lai's half body. Wth.
This is Ho. If you zoom in and look at his face, you'll see that he's putting on a freakishly weird expression. Pfft.
Btw, the sign on the stage in between my head and Ho's says 'Please Do Not Sit'. Nyahaha.
This was at Sungai Wang. We just entered one of those phone selling booths which had a Digi sign. Gawd, sick people we were.
And this is a good example of how absurd I can be. Pfft.
This was particularly stone too. Aaaaa. =X
I did not know that we weren't allowed to sit there I guess. @________@"
But why bother, it's just for one day right?
So might as well take the time to text my girlfriend. <3
And that's when the train arrived. Hohoho. =D
Oh gawd, this was Day 2. Nyahaha. At least I had Vin Son for company now.
The train was arriving yet again as we looked on. Pfft, we managed to get ourselves out of that position of course, if not I friggin wouldn't be here. =P
Ken
Damn, either I spent too much time in the room with the air-cond turned on or I just got electric shocked and the current is still in my body. Wtf. I just showered and whenever the water touches my feet it feels as though I'm being electrocuted. Pfft. The pain.
Whatever, I'm having spaghetti now. Weee. Sluurrps. Is that the right term? Omg. Aahhh, pfft. Yummy. Toodles. =D
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Ken
Because I was tagged, so might as well get this done and over with before I forget or anything. Gawd, 6more days, eh, 5 sorry. Darn, I failed my Maths. @________@"
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Tagged by Lucas.
1. The phone rings,who do you want it to be?
My darling <3
2. When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?
Of course, as it would be the civilized thing to do. Only M's don't return their carts.
3. In a social setting,are you more of a talker or listener?
I listen more than I talk, but I talk at the right moment so I don't look absurd.
4. Do you take compliments well?
Who doesn't?
5. Do you play Sudoku?
No. I find reading other sections of the newspaper more self-satisfying.
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
In the Amazon jungle, no. Elsewhere, definitely, or so I think I would.
7. What song are you listening to?
Backstreet Boys - Inconsolable
8. Did you ever go to a camp as a kid?
Yeah, I find it very therapeutic back then.
9. What was your favourite game as a kid?
No doubts, Crash Team Racing. PS 1 ! Nyahaha. Other than that, Monopoly and football.
10. Are you single?
I prefer to be semi-single. Lolz, if it still does exist of course. But no, currently unavailable. In other terms, I'm booked. =D
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Most definitely. Unless of course that person is a *you know what*.
12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Although I'm a guy, I find being pursued a lot more pleasing and nice. Gawd, I'm so conceited. Haha.
13. Use three words to describe yourself.
I'm not gay.
14. Do any songs make you cry?
Erm, yeah. Some songs do make me cry, in fact many songs do make me cry. It also depends on my mood at that current time I guess.
15. Are you continuing your education?
SPM AR !!!!!
16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
Yes, Counter-Strike. Nyahaha.
17. If ur house was on fire,what would be the first thing that u'll grab?
Everything that is in my room. Note, everything = 1. So that's the first and last thing I'll get. Everything.
18. How often do you read books?
Never.
19. Do you think more about the past,present or future?
33.33% of the past, 33.33 percent of the present, 33.33% of the future. And 0.01% of global warming.
20. What is your favourite children's book?
Was it Enid Blyton or Peter and Jane? Hmmm.
21. What color are your eyes?
Black?
22. How tall are you?
Erm, I think around 170+cm, rather short though. Pfft.
23. Where is your dream house located?
You know that castle beneath the clouds? Yeah, that's the one.
24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Once, I swear I didn't know what I was doing.
25. When was the last time you were at Oliva Garden?
No idea where is that. @___@"
26. Do you like mustard?
Erm, not really.
27. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleeping is the love. <3
28. Do you look like your mom and dad?
Yeah, I guess so.
29. How long does it take you in the shower?
My girlfriend says I take too long, but 20-30 mins I think is pretty normal, no? C'mon, you have to agree with me that hygiene is utmost important in going about life right?
30. Can you do the splits?
Wtf ?
31. What movie do you want to see right now?
The Pride and the Prejudice, or Casanova, or Crash, Walk the Line, Elizabethtown, Click, hmm..LotR would do just fine too. =D
32. What did you do for New Year?
Omg, I think I went out, yeah, I did. Came back at 6am if not mistaken. Woo.
33. Do you own a camera phone?
Yeah, but I don't use it's function often though.
34. Was your mom a cheerleader?
Wtf ? No.
35. How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
An average 4-5 I must say.
36. Do you like care bears?
Yesh, care bears are the love too. <3
37. What do you buy at the movies?
Movie tix. Pfft. Popcorns and coke too.
38. Do you know how to play poker?
I think I do.
39. Do you wear your seatbelt?
Most of the time yes. If not I'd just sit quietly hoping for anyone to not realize it.
40. What do you wear to sleep?
Anything that I'm wearing at that particular time.
41. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
Erm, no.
42. How many meals do you eat a day?
3? 4? I have no idea. Should be 4 if you include supper of course.
43. Do you always read frienster bulettins?
Nope, I find it wasting 5395439473872 seconds of my life.
44. Do you like funny or serious people better?
A lil blend of both would be just nice. =)
45. Ever been to L.A.?
Do I look like I live in Hollywood to you?
46. Did you eat a cookie today?
Sadly, no. =(
47. Tag 3 people.
Me, myself and I. Wth, I can't be so selfish can I? Hmm, anyone who wants to do it la. SPM's coming, so I have to be good and not simply simply tag people rite if not the fella angry go make voodoo doll of me out of soap then poke me during the exam then I'll flop all my papers. Wtf. kthxbai.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Ken
I watched Elizabethtown the other day, it was nice. Somehow shows like this are very mind-boggling. Don't ask me why. Just like the movie Pride and the Prejudice, just like Casanova, just like Walk the Line. Aaahhh, good movies they are. <3
Maybe it's because of the people and how they deal with everyday situations which are so real and very very worth knowing what's gonna happen next. Or is it the uniqueness of the love story of the people in it. Hmm, I wonder.
Note #1 :
I woke up at 6am today. WTF !
Note #2 :
I only had 4hours of sleep. WTF !
Note #3 :
I had waking intervals in between my sleep again. WTF !
Note #4 :
I had dim sum. Nyahaha. <3
Wee, 6 more days till Sijil Pelajaran Melayu (Fuck M's !) Malaysia.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Ken
Okay, because my school (YES, ST JOHN'S INSTITUTION) has no proper graduation day (so wtf right? kononnya cluster school of stupidity excellence, pfft), thus I have ended my high school days without having a chance to graduate properly. So darn friggin' stupid. Tsk tsk, I shouldn't complain so much, or should I? Well, at least I think I deserve and clearly have the rights to complain.
Oh well, there isn't much to do in school since there's no graduation day. So I decided to go old school by asking the people who I think are worthy enough to be celebrities in the future to sign their autographs on my shirt. Okay, that was lame. @________@"
Hmm, I decided to ask certain people to sign my uniform as some sort of remembrance. Wouldn't it be cool if I can frame that up? I shall consider that in the future I guess. =D
The front view of the shirt. <3
The back view. I had 79 signs by the way, but here it just looks as though I have 20. Damn you people for signing so small.
Nyahaha, am I conceited or am I conceited ? You be the judge. =P
The 5 house badges of the school and the special eagle trademark badge (Sky Captain, wtf Mun Wai, haha).
I even got Mr. David to sign. Weee.
Sighs, the end of 11years of schooling. I'm so gonna frigging miss the times I had in high school. Darn, wtf wei. It's over ! Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhh!!!!
I'll probably do a recap of my high school life after my SPM. Oh gawd, speaking of that, 7days to go. Weee. Which means 21 days till freedom. =D
Hope they allow alloys to be brought into the hall, if not I'm so doomed. @________@"
Hmm, ever had an iPod ? Well, here's one word for you people out there who hasn't gotten one.
SAY NO TO iPod ! Okay, that's more than one word, but you get the point right? So do not frigging waste your money getting an iPod Video like I did. Although it's good for watching movies la. <3
Here's something which tops an iPod anytime :
What is this?
Samsung? Wtf ?
Yes, my friend, Samsung. <3
A Samsung clock ? How the heck can that be better than an iPod ?
Jeng jeng jeng. It's a portable mp3 speaker you dimwit. <3
So my friend, isn't this much better than some iPod? It stores pics and vids too. Ahhh, the love. Weee. I got this for free by the way. Nyahaha. <3
So remember my friends, whenever you have the thought "Samsung, iPod, Samsung, iPod", go ahead and treat yourself to BOTH ! LOL. Toodles.
Ken
Milestones
: 6th of Nov
: 12th of Nov
: 13th of Nov
: 26th of Nov
: 27th of Nov
Darn, what a month this will be. Pfft. Time to go back to the past, literally. It is time to revise History. Hoho. >=D
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I just realized another milestone. This is my 200th post. <3
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Ken
Sighs, sometimes I just feel like abdicating from my studies and lay back to enjoy the sunset. Pfft. Why oh why must we go through exams? It vividly doesn't unearth our true potential that lies robustly within our mind, body and soul.
A person can just study one part of a book, and if that person is lucky enough that that part of the book is asked in the exams, he will be able to comprehend the question and give a riposte without any trouble. Whereas another person may have read and understood everything about the book except for that part, and yet he isn't able to answer it. Is that justice?
Some people are endowed with an eminent way of thinking compared to others. This makes them imperative and indubitably ritzy compared to the people around them. But are all people that way? I'm afraid not.
That is why it is so difficult to comprehend the intricacy of examinations. Oh well, it's just AN exam anyways. It's more or less an inaugural step to enter a world we call the "Bronze Age" (it's an inside joke, nyahaha =D ).
I feel indolent at the moment, but at the same time I don't feel feeble. Instead, I'm feeling as robust as a monolith. I am pretty much very certain that I shall not give up on things so easily. I shall not be negligent and apathetic anymore for I know what must I do when the time calls me to do it.
Oh well, despite reaching celestial feats in recent times, I have to adhere myself from being too arrogant and conceited about my position. Sometimes it is good to remain bashful and not impetuous during these times.
I find doing Add Maths very therapeutic at the moment. I somehow feel zealous to do questions, but I know I have to concentrate on my other subs too. Sighs. Why am I like this? @_________@"
I'm as cunning as a fox, as graceful as a swan, but what's the point in that when my heart's as brittle as glass. =/
The agony I put myself through sometimes. Tsk tsk.
Some say the zenith of one's life is high school. But if so, then there's nothing left for that person to look forward to in life I guess. So I say...
Goodbye to my roller coaster high school days, and hello to the obscure world that beholds. =D
Friday, November 2, 2007
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Ken
I somehow have the weirdest dreams these days. Last night dreamt that I was in some place, aahhh lazy wanna explain la, you probably wouldn't get it anyways. I woke up after that and slept again and dreamt again, and I dreamt that I was in some Harry Potter show with a guy riding a carriage on a flooded street with a mini panda bear tied to the carriage. Wtf.
I even could still remember the conversation on which I was sitting next to Harry Potter with some Professor McGonagold (however you spell her damn name la, I'm not a fan of Harry Potter but why oh why did I dream about Harry Potter, wtf). She told him, "What's the connection between all of this?". Then she went on saying something of what the shiny stone said. And just so you know, I damn hell did not know how all this came about my dream okay so don't ask. Then somehow the connection was between those whom family once graduated from Hogwarts and now the next generation is studying there.
So like the suspects list grew with Malfoy, Neville, or whatever la I don't remember. Pfft. Gosh, I'm being so sick with these dreams. The only nice part was touching the panda. It was so cute, and it's size was the size of my palm. =D
Grr, back to History now. Omg, I just realized this post is damn lame. Whatever la~ ignore it.
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