Notice Me

Here's a story of a boy,
Livin' in a lonely void,
I hid a note ; a secret crush,
A little girl who talks too much.

And I'm standin' in the crowd,
When you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy chasing fame.

And I want you to know,
If you lose your way I won't let you go.

Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when you're coming down,
No I don't wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scholarship.

And all the friends that follow you,
They tell things that just ain't true,
I'm the guy you never see,
I'm the one you really need.

Oh, don't get me wrong,
You better make your move before the moment's gone.

I'm not like the rest,
I just don't care if you're the best,
You see it's all the same to me,
You just be who you wanna be,
It's all the same to me.

Tell me,
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes would you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If I say hello would you notice me?
Would you notice me?
Did you notice me?


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Tralalala

Current Mood : Tired =|
Time : 10.40pm
Current Songs : Clay Aiken - Invisible
Backstreet Boys - Shape of My Heart
Quote of the Day : "If hearts were unbreakable, then I could just tell you where I stand".



Today was a freakin' tiring day man. Woke up at like 8am after having just 5hours of sleep okay.
Sien sien. Had tuition that early. Ended about 11.30am.

Woah, I tell you, there's so much about Add Maths I can never be able to do. Lolol. And yet, Monday's paper is Add Maths. Hoho. I'm so doomed.

Then after that went to Leisure Mall at about 12.15pm with Sam. Went to watch Rush Hour 3. Woots.

The show was some funny shit man. Seriously. Was laughing from start till the end. Especially the part when Chris Tucker asked about the whole Mi and Yu. I couldn't stop laughing man.

The movie was nice, worth watching. Then we walked around the whole Leisure Mall before deciding to dine at Delifrance. Chit chat and talk till like 4.40pm I think. Hmm, then we went to Popular to get Sam some books and I needed to get a pen refill then after that jalan jalan talk talk then I had to go back coz got dinner.

So, reached back at about 6+ then I dropped my phone. @_@

It couldn't be turned on for like 20mins man. I was damn panic I tell you. Ish.

But luckily now okay, but the battery seems faulty. Sigh.

But nvm, luckily I went to the dinner. If not my mum would have deleted something I thought was gone.

My football video! Woots, looks like it wasn't gone after all. =P

Anyways, let me do a recap on some of the movies I missed. Got damn lots man.



*300
*Deathnote 2
*Mr.Bean
*The Simpsons ( I will watch this one way or another )
*Surf's Up
*Fantastic Four ( though I have it on the computer )


Omg, I'm so damn outdated. Somebody please teman me watch Simpsons. Huhu T_T



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NS !

Woots, no National Stupidity for me !

Eh, eh, typo. National Service !

Lolz. Wee, I'm so unlucky. =D


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Boring

Current Mood : Hungry >=(
Time : 9.25pm
Current Song : Elliot Yamin - Wait For You


Omg, I still haven't taken my dinner. Ish, the damn McFlurry.

Anyways, having Maths tomorrow and yeah, I haven't read a thing yet again.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I just keep neglecting all my studies and like avoid doing proper revisions by adjourning all my stuff.

Something is terribly wrong.

And I've got the whole Maths topics both form4 and 5 to cover man.

And I was like lost since variations or something like that. Don't know what's it called.

The part where got those directly proportional or something. I don't know. I'm lost.

Qwer...

Hmm, think I'll go for a game of DotA later after taking my light dinner. Then, maybe, just maybe, I'll flip pages till I sleep.

Oh, how I love my "intricate" life.

Oh yea, I just realized that I haven't been posting pictures up lately. Hoho.


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Peculiar Day

Current mood : Unknown =/
Time : 7.50pm
Current Song : Bon Jovi - Always
Quote for Today : "Wei, apa kau buat ni? Aku dengan dia la".


Today was rather a peculiar day. I did my English and yes again, my essay didn't have enough time. Sighs. Too much to write, too little time.

Guess I gotta start flaunting my language and start cutting down on the story line and plot.

And yeah, I wrote like 3 pages on the novel and I ran out of pages and so I requested for one more.

To my dismay, Madam Ng said that I could only answer on the given answer sheet and I was like stoned.

But thankfully, being the kind and generous teacher that she is (c'mon, I visit her during CNY okay), she gave me an extra paper and a paper clip, and not just those ordinary paper clips okay, it's the black one, the nice one. Lol.

So, I could only do 4 pages when I needed more, so I guess it won't be as great as I thought it would be, but nevermind.

Anyways, I just came back from Leisure Mall after picking up the camera.

And what a sad day, the video I took of myself juggling 128 times with a volleyball, IT IS GONE!

Stupid man I tell you. Sighs.

Just finish eating McFlurry, full like hell now. No idea on how I'm gonna take my dinner.



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English Practice cum Third Party

Well, I've got some things to say out here. So, I'll treat this as part of my preparation for tomorrow's exam too. =D

And I'm eating cereal too now. Haha.

Okay, back to the post.


Apparently, they say a third party's point of view or a third party's look on things is a view that many say the "correct" and "appropriate" and "best" view on things.

Well, to say the least, I somehow agree with that.

Because a third party's view is a view concealed among the two person involved but certainly it is the most vivid view when compared to the two parties involved.

What seems to be so intricate but when observed from a different perspective, it all seems so simple and clear.

From the outside, I was certainly deceived by the amiable looks, the concealed beauty, and the bona fide inner essence that you adhere. But when I was finally and surreptitiously told, I realize beauty is only skin deep and that all that glitters is not gold. For you are a femme fatale whom only does whatever that appeases you.

Now I know that you should not hitch your wagon to a star, for one must sow the wind and reap the whirlwind.

I used to treat you as a persona nongrata in my life, but the apathetic shoulder that you gave me was as cold as ice and certainly it was a destitute way to neglect one person. But to come to know the obstinate and diabolic person that you are, I knew it was unthinkable for me to be with you.

Your movements were as graceful as a swan, and as cunning as a fox but you shattered my heart which was as brittle as glass when I came to find out that all you were, was just a hoax and a conceited bitch who couldn't care less except her own modus vivendi.

I also came to know that a leopard cannot change its spots and I guess we should just let bygones be bygones, shouldn't we?

Despite your eminent and immaculate cover, the feelings and the truth that's concealed in your heart was vivid to me the moment I started being an indolent minuscule to you.

I first thought there was no remedy to this ailment, but I hindered myself from thinking about that and finally I have come to comprehend that there is no point crying over spilt milk.

For every cloud has a silver lining, and time and tide wait for no man.

Thus, I have to move on. Your tender touch, the ever bashful side of yours, and the dilemma that you put me through, is something I will remember you for. But certainly, I shall not be adhered to you as you are as obstinate as a mule for you do not seem to care about the people who really sees you for who you are.

You made my legs feeble and you made my heart robust when I'm with you, but now after what I know, I just feel like an absurd idiot and a toy to you. Now I know that fools rush in where angels fear to tread.

But I guess that's life, you live and learn from all the negligence and inquistiveness. For the time you learn is the time when you're down.


"Why do we fall? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up".


I have now abdicated all my feelings for you. As I know, the more I adhere around, the more painful this arrow that buries itself through my crest will be.

The sumptuous moments of togetherness, the amiable times we had together, all has gone down the drain and shall be forgotten with the passing of the wind.

I thank the people whom told me about this "Third Party" thing, for this really is a stitch in time saves nine.

I guess I couldn't expect much from relationships, as you can't make a silk purse out of a sow's ear.

Love is an intricate thing and certainly as ancient as the stars. Unknown, untouched, unfamiliar, and by all means, unbelievable.

The eminent feeling of experiencing love is such a bewildering thing. For it just alters our modus vivendi and changes what we believe in.

I love you surreptitiously but that feeling is behind the concealed door of my heart now. For I have put that in the past and have vanquished that obscure and ambiguous feeling.

I know that I'm just a sheer minuscule and nothing more than an absurd soldier at your every command, but I guess things have changed now. For you are the absurd one. Why?

Because you have lost a person whom you think is a fool, a hypocrite, a bitch, a bastard, or even an asshole. But in truthful fact, you lost me, a person whom you will never come to comprehend like what my real friends do.

So, I'm not the loser here, for you are. You lost something precious, something not many people see in me. You lost my trust and everything there is about me towards you.

I feel tranquil now for I guess it is not my calamity that comes back to haunt me. As I know, my high school time has had everything, from destroying chairs and tables, to going on rooftops, from skipping classes, to eating in class, from having a girlfriend, to breaking up in the most miserable way. But one thing's for sure, high school ain't the highlight of my life.

Because if high school is the highest point in anyone's life, then that person has nothing much left to look forward to in life.

I guess that's all for English today.

Class dismissed. =P



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Through The Glass

"I'm looking at you through the glass, I don't know how much time has passed".


Well, I just woke up from my slumber wonderland and when I turned and gaze upon the rounded clock that was in front of me, I was stoned.

Haha, I saw the clock pointing 8pm !

I slept for 4 freaking hours man.

Omg, what is wrong with me?

Well, BM today was okay, but doubt I'll ever score high marks for it. Haha.

Hmm, tomorrow's English. Let me see what to revise.


* Essay vocabulary = Not ready
* Interesting phrases/Proverbs = Half-ready
* Summary = Not ready
* Literature = Not ready
* Novel = So not ready


Wee, guess I'm gonna just count on alloy again. =D




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Help !!!!

Omg, today I'm on hyper-posting here.

One of the things I do when I procrastinate my revision for BM tomorrow.

Omg omg. How wei?

I haven't read a thing ! @_@

How wei? How? Someone tell me. Omg.

I'm so dead. Lolz. Haihz, screw it la. Not like I'm gonna be scoring 1A for BM anyways.

Hmm, what else should I post here?

Oh yeah, quotes. QUOTES !

Lolz. Hmm. Let me think of one.


"The best step in life when wanting to make your dreams come true is to wake up and embrace it".


Am I ever going to read BM? Hmmm =/


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Is It Me?

Well, I noticed that most of the people around me struggle in Add Maths.

Apparently, I too only manage to fork out some rather destitute marks for my Add Maths.

But it seems like they're trying ever so hard. You know, doing those exercises and all.

But me? I'm sitting here and I haven't touched any Add Maths work since the last exam.

Hmm, am I in trouble?

I've adjourned my studying process for tomorrow's paper since 2p.m. today. Ish.

I just feel like abdicating studies and education. Feel like just enjoying the simple things in life.

Omg, I'm such an indolent person. Somebody help me.



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Trial Exams?

Well, my trials starts tomorrow.

Yes, SPM trials. Despite that, I haven't really read or revised any subjects properly.

Instead, it feels like I'm on holiday now.

I want to score well, but I don't wanna study. Don't make sense right?

Well, that's me. The obstinate spoiled brat who wants everything good in life but doesn't wanna work to get it.

I've been a really damn good procrastinator of my work (my EST book has not been handed in once this year and both my Moral and Add Maths projects were done on the last day). But, maybe it's because I take things like this too lightly.

Or am I just a jerk? A lazy, good for nothing piece of crap?

I don't know. Well, it's 6p.m. now. I'm off to Leisure Mall. Yeah yeah, still not studying, so what? Sue me.

Ciaoz.



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